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Worthless

by Monrowe

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1.
Your silhouette span on my sea Soaked in all I want to believe I’ve only been trained by my crashed waves. Loathing in my only breathable day. I've bled all that I have given, sleepless eyes, darkest nights, alone and deprived, lonely driven. Your portrait bled in my sea Drenched in all I want to believe Lessons engraved only by my crashed waves Soaking in my brightest of days. Sleepless eyes, darkest nights, alone and deprived, lonely driven. Almost as lost As my temperament But you beg for love inside your despair Crawl to oblivion under bold compare The beating heart of a panicked soul is anguished with separation Sadly I've kissed my stability goodbye, my final goodbye. I'm riding tidal waves back to blissful days You've disconnected your non existent affectionate gaze
2.
Strip me of my dignity And flush my nerves of stone I am mislead by my sanity To keep me broken and alone My relief swallowed by the grey, evolves into complete dismay. Agitation kills conception, and I'm left with nothing but the rain. Perplexed veins are reveled by influential pain My fist claiming pills weeps all over my drain Craving these contemplations, to kill whats sacred, senseless and vacant. Anxious for depravation, humiliation to pure frustration. I'm wasted, isolated, not motivated to bath in the sun. Swallow my bliss Desecrate my carcass Hastily slipping through this inferno Hidden in the shades of tranquility and my grief I am weightless in this bottomless pit Apathetic figures waltz around my head The air mastered silence My hands grew frail Hanging on by my finger nails.
3.
Cries of a boy despairingly young, blaring for nothing from the crown of his lungs. Architects shelter, but solitude overcomes. Leaving him nothing but a somber bare world Everyday I scream and I cower, I can't help but to conceive I am no longer myself happiness is too loud. Except I'm okay, Im refined, I just crave some time to fracture this fragment of pain. Torment my name, fable my mind You put a gun to my face, and ambushed me with lies Why do we lie and pretend we will be fine, the fact of the matter is that we will all die. I have cried but my tears are all stoic, disdained for speaking truth, while Im in solitude. I have died in my mind. So long, as long as I can hold my breath, I understand that comfort is not love, it's only death. I just want peace of mind and I just wanna dream.
4.
As I stare into the constant tide, my eyes enclose into my mind. If I decide to expose my skin, will you drown inside all of my lies? I am endless Why, If I am so captivated to the sound of my own cries can I not decide? Should I shower you with my demise, you won't have the strength to say goodbye. If you sink below this paralyzing river, surrender to the sounds it provides As I tried to claim my sky, I was gutted by all of my doubt. I am forever troubled by any subtle bliss, that attempts to caress my surface. My lungs were so unclean, but the sun was still shining. I gotta feed my trance of death, I believe that my future is set to take place in the blackest abyss. There is no stoping the fog. Injected pain for far to long. And After hours of committing to a corpse, ive departed my hollow skin. The sun scorches my breath, and I finally feel some presence. As my frame melts its ash, I am left with regret, but before the sun can set, I'll achieve abandonment. Will it erase me? I think it's lasted for far too long. It watched me with the eyes of God.

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Recorded, mixed and mastered by Hector Meza at xBCx recordings. Artwork by Adam Burke.

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released October 30, 2018

Vocals-Andres Chavez
Bass-Rudy Cardenas
Synths-Jose Duarte
Guitar-Justin Barnes
Drums-Nathan Vasquez

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